More randoms

Miller man loves his activity mat.  He lays there and watches his little animal friends rotate and just smiles so big!  He loves to swat at them.  He is not so crazy about tummy time on the mat though.  

Now that munchkin has had his second rounds of shots we have been given the okay for limited outings such as walks, trips to uncrowded stores, friends' houses, etc.  Places we won't be bringing Miller to are the grocery store, church, mall, Target (sad face), etc.  Some people don't realize how things like this are very different for preemies (especially a 29 weeker like M). I know I didn't.  Their lungs just aren't as developed as a full-term baby's.  This makes them more vulnerable to serious infections like RSV.  RSV can be very serious for a preemie.  We are taking a lot of precautions with M!

When we do go out for a walk, he loves riding around in the sling!

Pinterest.  Oh, pinterest.  How many times have I excitedly tried out a new Pinterest recipe only to have it fail miserably?  Like the cake batter fudge that turned out looking like soap.  Eww.

But, FINALLY a pinterest success!  I made these little delicious breakfast sandwiches for the hubs and myself.  Super easy.  Cook some eggs and sausage.  Assemble eggs, sausage, and pepperjack cheese on an English muffin.  Wrap in aluminum foil and freeze.  Pop them in the microwave for a minute or so when you're ready to eat them.  Super simple, decently healthy, and delicious.

Thomas and I began the 9 week Financial Peace University classes at our church.  I am very excited about this, as I am a big dork that likes spreadsheets, budgeting, and saving money.  I am eager to learn how to live DEBT FREE, which in turn will lessen the stress in our lives.

I am really missing Luke a lot.  I can't believe it's been over 2 months since he went to heaven.  I always miss him, but lately it's been really hard.  Like have to walk out of church service, sobbing kind of hard.  I don't like when people say that time heals all wounds because I don't think that's true.  At least not for me.  No amount of time will ever heal the raw open wound of losing my precious son.  I can only hope that it will get a little easier to go about each day.  I don't think my heart will ever be truly whole again.  Not until I get to heaven someday and finally get to hold my baby again.